YAY I didn consume any chocolate today.
Midwinter break was such a waste of time, it was really boring and i just got fat
Im glad banquet is over with! It was really kinda just a little bit stressful.
I don't wanna walk with noah for graduation he has turned into some wannabe playing monster!
I hate drugs and smoking why do boys think its so fly anyways?
Im just really really bored I kinda feel lonly and kinda wanna talk to like a boy but I dont want to be desperate either
I want to find a sincere kinda mature person :/ man college without friends and people is going to suck
I want to find out my college results so I can just choose why is uw so much cheaper and just so much more easier....grrr I dont know I dont know
I need to read the bible and spend more time with God
I feel like I have just been floating
and letting everyone see the gross side of me
I just feel very hopeless but at the same time i feel bad for the people who have to deal with me.
Student leadership is manageable but I feel like im not suitable for the job
I am taking up space but at the same time I dont want to let the kiddos down

OMG! Im turing 18 in like 2 days
Hm i want to buy a lottery ticket wohoooo
sigh
Everything is moving slow motion at this point & I dont feel like im enjoying the time in between

2010

I need to workout
I need to get right with God
I need to be sincere
I need to control my anger
I want a bf, sorta...
I dont want to cut myself short
I wanna stay right esp in college

Wooohahhhhhh